The Human Dolphin
..i'm Ella Mae Inoferio Masamayor..
..alive for over 15 years
..
LOVES GOD. PERIOD.
..a product of O.B. Montessori Center Inc. Sta. Ana Branch
..currently accomplishing secondary education at Manila Science High School
..a member of her ever-dearest
'nesty
..a proud
daltonite
..now a certified
berze
..fond of reading, writing, texting, internet-surfing
..dislikes plastiks, feelers and overwork
..interested (not necessarily talented) in volleyball, badminton, swimming and basketball
..treasures her family and cherishes her friends
..loves...(open-ended)
God Works in Mysterious Ways
Friday, April 27, 2007,4/27/2007 01:49:00 PM
Phew! I wasn't able to post yesterday. I was kind of 'lazy' last night. Well, not really out of tiredness...more of happiness. =)
So, remember that yesterday was April 26 -- the day I wanted to erase from the calendar? Guess what, I 've changed my mind. Haha. To cut it short, I've proven once agan how God always provides, and how He works in mysterious ways. I remember an excerpt from the song, "God Will Make a Way" by Don Moen(one of my favorite Christian singers). Here it goes:
God will make a way, when there seems to be no way...
He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me..
Wow, the message of that song totally applies to my supposed-to-be-dreaded April 26. Let's review. What were my problems for that day? It was simply the fact that two very important appointments I had to attend to and I had no idea how I would be able to get through that day.
Late at night on April 25, after reading the assigned speeches for parlia, I turned off the computer, thought about my problems, and said, "Bahala na." Before going to sleep, I prayed that everything would tun out right, I put everything in His hands, and asked Him to help me get through.
He answered my prayer. Hre's how it all went.
I was kind of frustated when I woke up since I knew that the day had come, and I was also running late. It's not that I had to be there as early as the sunrise, it's just that I wanted to get there early so I could have loads of time to fix my dilemmas. I was in such a hurry. I hardly ate anything for breakfast, I hurriedly combed my hair, and when I got to the bus stop(I went there alone for the first time yesterday. yey!) I said to myself that since I was running late, I would get on the first bus that comes by bound for Manila, so I did. Just my luck--standing!! It wasn't an ordinary nakatayo-ako-sa-bus situation. Frankly, that was the most crowded bus ride I ever encountered. I even thought the conductor would forget that I haven't paid for my fare yet(but he didn't unfortunately, hehe). I was able to seat myself by the time we arrived in Baclaran. My feet were almost dead by that time, and I had a hard time reaching for the handbars for standing due to my height. Anyway, when I arrived at Masci, I was reluctant to enter since I thought I was the only incoming Third Year(incoming Fourth Years were having their enrollment that time), but I guess I was wrong, since some of my batchmates were already there. Anyway, I saw Kuya Bart and asked for a book on Parlia to borrow, then we saw Ate Denesy and I borrowed from her instead. I read some pages while I was able to talk with a few of my batchmates.
My phone rang after a while--it was Mommy! May bago siyang number; her former cell was busted. I was able to talk to my bestfriend afterwards. Once I got to talk to him, we hardly separated! Haha. We talked and ate our lunch at McDo then went back to Masci. I talked to Sir Victorio about my dilemma about the enrollment, though the only answer he gave me was to excuse myself for a while and run down to sign my agreement. Haii
We started reviewing for parlia then went to the room and started discussing about the speeches. Prior to that, I asked Oliver to watch out for my aunt and assist her in enrolling since it was her first time. Baet ni Oliver! I was so worried since I felt my phone vibrating and I just knew it was Mama Eden, but as I said, God found a way for me. Just when the orientation ended and enrollment was about to start, we found out that the room we were using was going to be used for enrollment. Thus, I was able to ask permission to go and sign my agreement while we moved to another room. I was even able to see some of my batchmates along the way. I returned to our new room and we continued. Through the discussion, sir asked us if we wanted to quit, we had better quit as early as now. I have to admit I had double thoughts on that matter. I knew I was kind of tired from travel, but then again, I 'm no quitter. I may have to sacrifice a lot, but God has ways, and I trust Him.
At the end of our discussion, I discovered that my bestfriend was still there. As usual, my companions teased me about it. Well, I'm kind of used to it. Haha. "What's new?" Hehe. I accompanied Kuya Justine in calling at a payphone before I headed for home. My bestfriend caught up. Haha. We stopped over at Jolibee so I could quench my thirst. Haha. Finally, I(we) went home. Whehe.
You see? Things didn't all go wrong as I expected. I was able to attend to my appointments and see my friends at the same time. God is so wonderful. I thank Him for a day filled with problems that He amazingly fixed. Aww.
I stop here. Till then!
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Good news..and Bad News
Wednesday, April 25, 2007,4/25/2007 02:46:00 PM
GOOD NEWS: Na-text ko na si Ma'am Nacion. The Science Seminar was postponed. Hehe! So happy. That means all I have to worry about is the enrollment and parlia tomorrow. I have to study for parlia today and if Mr. Victorio still doesn't reply, I'll try talking to him tomorrow morning. Haii. That means, whole day pa rin ako sa MaSci. Woe is me. Haha.
BAD NEWS: Hndi mapapadala ni Kuya Cielo yung file ng Parliamentary Book by Orendain! Wak. That's what I need to be reading. Haii, but he did say that he would still be sending some files. Haii. Kailangan ko talaga pumunta ng maaga para makahiram ng libro. Haii. Di ko siya masisisi, mahaba talaga yun. Dapat kasi pupunta ako sa Manila ngayon. May napa-reserve na sina Kuya Cielo na book sa Merriam Bookstore sa may Don Bosco. Magpapasama sana ako kanina, kaso hindi na ako pinayagan. Wala rin naman akong money para sa book kung saka-sakali. Hihingi sana ako kay Papa kaso wala na rin siyang money. Sa May pa niya makukuha yung sunod niyang sahod. So kahit ano gawin ko, di talaga ako makakakuha ng book. Dapat din kahapon ako bibili sa Recto, kaso nga nakakahiya kay Papa kasi hinintay pa nila ako sa Masci at hndi sila umuwi agad para masundo ako, binilhan pa ako ng Jolibee. Alam ko namang pagod si Papa eh. Late na nga kami nakauwi eh. Haii. Of all the times para magsabay-sabay mga problema ko.
Therefore, aaralin ko nalang ang pwedeng aralin. Bahala na kung paano ko marereview yung mga yun by tomorrow. Goodluck sakin. Naku, kawawa naman si Uncle RG tomorrow. First time niyang umattend ng mga ganito. Wala naman akong ibang masasama kasi wala parents koh. Panu na siya pag enrollment? I won't be there from 1-3pm so he'll be all alone. Mahiyain pa naman yun. Haii.
Ayan. That's all. Aaralin na lang ang dapat aralin. God, help me. please!
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Utterly Confused. Undeniably Problematic
,4/25/2007 12:26:00 PM
Wak. I just realized how problematic I actually am.
Grabe. Remember my post about being so excited about tomorrow since it was enrollment? Well, not anymore. I was excited because I thought we would have our parliamentary training in the morning, and then be free for the enrollment in the afternoon. Woe is me. I was so stupid not to think that the enrollment of the Incoming Fourth Years would be set at a different time. Stupid me! Their enrollment is 8 am in the morning, then we have our training at 1-5pm. Wak! Just in time for the enrollment. Haii. And I was longing for that day to come. I don't think it would be proper to have the meeting moved since then, they would only be doing that for my sake, and I'm the only Third Year who's been attending the meeting ever since. Nakakahiya naman if we had to move the meeting just because of me and my silly excuses.Tsk, tsk. Anyway, I kind of resolved that matter. Since enrollment is nothing more than surrendering your report card and signing the agreement, the Fourth Years suggested that I just sign my agreement before the meeting starts. Well, I guess I could do that. I did get myself into this, so I have to sacrifice a lot, even if I have been waiting weeks for enrollment. Well, there are tmes when I have to do these things, meaning 'sacrifice.'
Malungkot nga very bestfriend ko eh. I can't blame him. We both waited for the day, but he's right, I do have to prioritize things. It's no one's fault, it's just a matter of circumstance(although I know he really isn't okay with it). I texted Sir Victorio to ask if it was alright. As of this moment he hasn't replied yet. Hope he does soon.
Now, I have another problem. I just remembered(because I totally forgot) about the Science Seminar that Ma'am Nacion asked me to attend. And guess when it is? Tomorrow. Wak. I'm not sure if it was cancelled or anything, although I do hope it was. We have no idea about the details of that seminar. We weren't contacted in any way these first few weeks of summer. I totally forgot about it. As of now, all I know is that it's tomorrow. Wak.
Of all the days of summer why did all my appointments have to be tomorrow? Does this mean that I have to choose? Well, definitely, I can somehow do something about the enrollment, I hope, but what if there still is a Science Seminar? It wouldn't be good to ditch this thing on such short notice, but I also don't want to give up the Parliamentary training. It would seem like I've given up and decided that I'm too weak for it. I do have a difficult time coping with the class, but I still want to continue. I don't want to be quitter. It's not that I think I can do a lot to help the team, frankly I think they would all do fine without me, but that's no excuse to quit. I know, there's no certainty that I'll be staying in that class. When time comes that we have to choose the eleven who will be in the contest, I have a strong hunch that I won't be among them. That's the only time I stop. I understand that all my hardships and expenditures would have no bearing once I get myself eliminated, but at least I've experienced something I never thought I could handle for a minute. I know I'm weak, but somehow this training makes me stronger. It forces me to be the disciplined Ella that I used to be. Haii, even if it entails sacrificing the things I love, but I want to know something. i want to know if I can do this. Wak. I even get teary-eyed at the thought of it, but I will move on.
Back to my problems. Panu na yun? Whaa. Even Ace didn't reply to my text messages, and I haven't received the reading materials that Kuya Cielo will be sending for tomorrow. Mr. Victorio hasn't responded yet. Naku, what if he thinks nagpapa-importante ako? Grabe, I always face the difficulty of being alone. During my First Year and Second Year, I was the only one in our batch who was a member of the Supreme Student Government, and it wasn't easy. Whenever there was a meeting, whenever I had to be excused form class, I had to do it on my own. Once I got back to class, I also had to make up for my missed subjects alone. This year, I'm no longer an SSG member, but somehow they have it a lot easier than I do. None of my batchmates who are SSG members attended the training or were asked to go to the seminar. Well, Oliver and Donna did attend the meeting before classes ended, but I've never seen them again. Haii. Kinakabahan na naman ako for tomorrow. Wala pa akong nababasang materials for tomorrow. Wak. Help me, God.
God, sana maayos ko na lahat ng problema ko. Please...please help me. I obviously can't solve these on my own. :(
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Kaya ko toh...I won't give up...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007,4/24/2007 08:14:00 PM
Parlia namin ngayong. I don't want to mention all the details, I'm too tired to do so. All I can say is that it was tougher than the last time.
I got tongue-tied more times today and gave a bunch of stupid answers. We also had our exam today. I was very early though; I arrived in Manila around 11 am, the meeting was 1 pm. I just stayed in Masci trying to read what I could, which frankly didn't help much today. I guess it also didn't help that Ate Nina wasn't able to make it. Yup, it gets tougher every meeting, and I know the following meetings will be bloodier than ever.
The fact that I had to commute today didn't lighten my load at all. Well, at least I had Papa and Kuya Nevo to accompany me. They even bought me a good Jolibee meal, something I've been missing so much. After I ate we boarded a bus bound for home. Just my luck - Standing! Apparently it was too late to expect any bus that still had any available seats. No choice.
I was so happy to arrive home expecting to get a it of rest at least. I was so stupid. How can I expect peace and quiet in the presence of my brother who believes in sinocentrism? Grr. Just when I was about to use the computer, he stopped me. It's not like he was using the computer anyway. He just didn't want me to use it. Grr. Stupdity. Good thing Papa was there. He practically sent my brother out of the room. Yehey! Hehe.
Anyway, serious matters. Even if I had a hard time commuting, in the debates, in the discussion, and even in the 'comfort' of my own home, I have no plans of giving up. I admit, the thought did cross my mind, but I realized that that would do no good. I did realize that it was an extra burden aside from my upcoming, hell-like Third Year, but God will proveide. Haha. Kaya ko toh, although I have no idea how. It's going to be a matter of knowing how to do maximize my time, but it doesn't matter. I chose to be in this position and there's no turning back. I'm no quitter. I'll still try my best. Eventually I'll get the hang of it, I hope. I do realize that I have a lot to sacrifice- internet, leisure time, sports, socializing etc. My summer has been cut short, but I don't care. I want to try my best. And I guess, I asked for it. I've realized, while commuting, that I've always asked God to help me regain the discipline I used to have. I've always wanted to return the discipline I used to have toward my studies that I've somehow lost(probably due to the discovery of the fun of internet and 'further' socializatin, i.e., malling and gala). Apparently, I've been trying to do such for my entire Second Year, but to no avail. I was lucky enough to make it to the top 3 knowing I've been lazy, idle and well, 'different' as compared to how I used to be. This parliamentary training may be the very answer to my prayers. In this training, I'm forced to discipline myself no matter what. I believe, that in the process, I will be able to help myself get back whatever it is I've lost. I do hope so. I really, really do want to be better, even if it entails sacrificing the things I have been enjoying. Tsk, tsk. No pain, no gain. No guts, no glory.
Wish me luck. ;) I need some rest.
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Nothing Special Again
Monday, April 23, 2007,4/23/2007 02:41:00 PM
There's nothing much to say about today. The flow of events has been as normal as it always is. I got up around 9 in the morning, fixed myself a Milo 'energy' drink, ate pandesal for a light breakfast, then finished my Milo in the living room while watching Naruto. Nagustuhan ko naman yung timpla ng Milo ko ngayon, although medyo matabang, forgot to add sugar, I guess, but I still liked it, especially when I dipped the pandesal in it. Yum! Hindi na nga ako naglalagay ng palaman eh. The Milo is more than enough. ;)
Nung nagsawa na ako sa Naruto, I went upstairs and took my bath. May pakanta-kanta pa akong nalalaman. Ewan. Nagpakasenti. I sang the songs I loved in Grade Three, e.g., "Like A Rose," "The Last Flight Out," "Incomplete," "I Lay My Love On You." Hehe. Antagal ko tuloy sa banyo.
I finished bathing just in time for our lunch. Wow! 10 something kami kumain. Haha. Tinola siya, so nabusog ako agad.
After that, Gerald and I argued on who would use the computer first. Yey. For the first time I got to use t first. Yehey! I have my reasons anyway. I need to search on those terms for Parlia. Wak. Bukas na pala yun. Whaa. Kaya ko ba toh? It's totally difficult, pero ginusto ko siya, so I guess I can't turn back, unless of course, if I get eliminated. Wak. Sayang lahat ng gastos. Huhu.
Ayun. For the past 3 hours I've been searching the Internet and I'm still not finished. I decided to take a break and write a post for today. See? Nothing special at all. Tomorrow marami malamang mangyayari. Whaa. Late uwian na naman. No pain, no gain nga naman. Meron din ulit sa Thursday before enrollment. Well, at least after the meeting on Thursday, mini-reunion kahit papaano. I've longed for that day, and it's only a few days away. Two hours lang yung enrollment, pero alam niyo naman ako, I'd be happy for an 'extension'--sa rob! Haha. As if naman papayagan ako. Well, doesn't matter. Makita ko lang ulit mga friends ko I'd be happy with that, but it's not wrong to hope. Haha. I have to amke the most of what's left of my summer. Kailangan yun. By summer after Third Year, hindi ko na mararamdaman ang summer, since I'd still be busy considering those reviews and all. Dapat masaya ngayong summer after Second Year. Time flies too fast and there's nothing I can do about it except to make the most out of it.
There. Still nothing special.
Haii, I'm officially a Third Year student come Thursday. Haha.
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Nothing Special
Sunday, April 22, 2007,4/22/2007 02:52:00 PM
I can't believe how weak I am. I have to get a hold of myself.
I didn't get much studying last night. I did read up a bit but honestly, that was totally not enough. I don't know why. My body juts didn't feel like it. I don't kow if it was some kind of hangover or anything, but I'm totally not happy about it.
Also, I wasn't able to fight the urge to text. I knew I said I wouldn't text anyone, not even my very bestfriend, but it's like something compelled me to do so. I just reassured myself that it was just a forwarded message that I would send and whether or not he would reply, I would not text again, but as usual, I texted several times until I finally stopped myself. Tsk, tsk, tsk.
As for today, there's nothing special so far. The latest(and most annoying) thing that happened was that my brother used my computer first again. I let him slide again, seeing no use in arguing. When it was my turn, he turned on the T.V. which, in order to conserve electricity, is not allowed. I didn't allow him at all, which kind of pissed him off, and started murmuring remarks about me being lucky enough that he even let me use it. My gosh, when will he ever realize that he should be thanking me for letting him use my computer? Grr. He makes my blood boil just thinking about it, but it wasn't anything out-of-the-ordinary. Heck, it happens everyday.
My cellphone has been quiet so far, and that's good, I think. It's good in a sense that I won't be wasting what's left of my monthly load. I could register for SMART Unlimited Texting, but then, if I really want to save, I have to make the most out of the 24 hours that I'd be given to text continuously. Anyway, if anyone texts me, I would reply, but I won't text them first, and I will not respond to such messages that are obviously not important, with, *ehem*, some exceptions of course(to those who know me, you know "who" I'm referring to.) :)).
With regards to my studying, I did do some reading, but I fell asleep. Tsk, tsk. I guess I should get a grip of myslef. Or maybe it's my added weight that makes me fall asleep more often, or maybe the summer heat is getting to me. Whatever it is, I don't want it distracting me forever. So, anyway, in an hour, I should be getting ready to attend mass, I just used the computer for writing my post for today. I'm not sure if I'd be back later in the night. I need to review on what we discussed the other day and I think I'd be needing to search them on the internet for further information. If not, I just have to continue my reading.
There, my not-special-because-nothing-really-made-my-day-special-or-gave-me-a-reason-to-smile day. :(
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Physically and Mentally Tired
Saturday, April 21, 2007,4/21/2007 03:15:00 PM
Phew! I'm finally making my post about my incredible day yesterday. Well, unlike the other day, we had our parliamentary procedure meeting, with some "amendments" though. I was told to be there at 8 am, so I was panicking my way into getting to Manila, I even forgot my pony! (all girls are supposed to be in ponytails during meetings) Luckily I got there at 7:30 am. I searhced down the street for someplace where I could buy myself a pony. I eventually ended up in 7 eleven where i finelly found one. Wak. P20 wasted! Anyway, I stood by the gate and got worried that it might be cancelled again. It was 7:55 am and still I was all alone there! I even had to text Kuya Timothy, but he confirmed that it wasn't cancelled. At 8 am, I saw Ate Nina walking and waved at her. Guess what she told me? She said that some of them asked Sir Manuel (trainor) to start at 1 pm instead, since the incoming 4th year students were having their review. Ate Nina suggested that instead of texting all of them, she just decided to leave things as they were and that we could just review for the meeting in the afternoon.
So, we stayed at the UTP reading. Then Kuya Eric showed up. We started talking about a lot of stuff. They talked about being a Thrid Year student, turning 4th yr, etc. Kuya Cielo joined in later on. It got so hot in school that we decided to go to McDo. On our way, we bumped into Kuya Bart. Haha. Dapat lolokohin namin yun eh. We were supposed to say that the meeting was over and we were sent away due to, uhmm, "lack of quorum." Haha. At McDo, things got even more fun. Kuya Cielo started talking (in a very loud voice) about the hmm, "lack of progression" in the country under the leadership of the current Arroyo administration. There were debates among them and I just sat there amused. Haha. Nakakatuwa kaya. Ang ingay-ingay namin dun. Haha. Tapos kung san-san na napunta yung usapan. We had so many random conversations that popped out from nowhere. Napunta pa nga sa idol ko raw si Joker Arroyo eh. Haha. Memorize ko kasi yung political ad niya sa T.V. Haha. Basta, when I'm eligible to vote, and Kuya Cielo runs for office, I 'll vote for him. ;)
We had our lunch at McDo and after some time went back to the school where we practiced our speeches. I was honestly reluctant to do so. I don't like practicing my speeches word for word. My voice gets monotonous that way. I didn't even memorize my speech. Haha. They helped me though, and I really appreciated that. ;)
So, we got back to the "random topic conversations" that we had earlier, until Sir finally came. Even with only 6 of us(Kuya Timothy arrived just as we were about to start), we still continued the meeting. So, the meeting started. As usual, I was so nervous. I was able to answer some questions but totally stammered with other questions. Wak. At around 3pm he started listening to our speeches. I got so nervous since I didn't have any idea if I was going to deliver it properly. I'm used to extemporaneous speeches. I let my mind doing the thinking and my tongue just following it. After I delivered mine, he asked if that was a speech or an extemporaneous *word I can't remember*. I got scared since I thought he didn't like it one bit. Ate Nina helped me answer though, saying it was a conversational type of speech(Thank you Ate NIna!). What do you know? He said it was good! I could hardly believe my ears. I personally didn't think it was my best. He asked what year I was in, and I answered that I was incoming Third Year, then I took my seat. I didn't get too happy about it though. I knew that I could have done better and that wasn't enugh to generally self-proclaim myself as "good." We also talked about the next meeting. We're going to meet twice next week and three times a week in May, Grabe. Kaya ko ba yun? Well, I have to. I wanted to do this, so there's no turning back.
Debate time was totally gruelling. I found it hard to answer properly. My statements weren't that good, I couldn't think that fast, and I stammered! Generally, our performance wasn't that good. Even Ate Nina found it more difficult than her training last year. Sabi niya last year debating was more on the principles and ideas, but now we were focusing on the law itself. We really had to study.
After everything, we went to Ms. Quintal's room. I took my answer sheet for our test the last meeting. Gosh. I only got 24/50. I really do have to study.
We walked southwards and parted at the LRT Station. It was quite a while before I got myself on a bus, and I was lucky enough to ven sit down. That was when my physical and mental tiredness took their toll on me. I was so tired that I chose to ride the tricycle contrary to my original plan of taking a jeepney to save money.
I didn't eat much when I got home. I wanted to rest rather than to eat. I washed up after eating then watched T.V. in the family room.
By the way, I felt the sudden longing for a laptop computer. I don't know. I just feel like I need it. It would be more comfortable to use a laptop so I could make posts, log on to friendster, research or chat in the comfort of my own room, without anyone to disturb me. Parang yung kay Celine sa "Maging Sino Ka Man." Hehe.
Well, that's that for this post. As you can see, I finally have a good skin! Hhaha. Thanks to Jason! Yehey. Kaso wala pa rin chatbox. Don't worry guys. It's under construction and will be coming soon. :)
..someone's beybi dolphin..
salamat Jason!
Thursday, April 19, 2007,4/19/2007 04:27:00 PM
Before anything else, bago na skin koh! Haha. I know, I know, ampanget db? It's so plain simple at wala pa rin akong chatbox. Well, ayos lang. Sabi ni Jason gagawan daw niya ako ng layout! Baet! Baka by tomorrow pa siya matatapos. Haha. Would you believe gagawin pa rin niya yun after all that we've been through? Haha.
Naalala ko tuloy mga pinagdaanan namin. Whoah. Mula First Yr pa yun. Ayoko na balikan yung lahat. Masyado na yung bad na ginawa ko. Pero bati na kami ngayon. Haha.
salamat Jason! ;)
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Parlia Adventure
,4/19/2007 02:23:00 PM
What am i doing here, you ask? Dapat nasa isang parliamentary prosedure meeting ako ngayon. Well, talaga naman eh, pero guess what? cancelled xa!! That would've been good news...if i knew that sooner. haha.
Here's how my day went:
I woke up at around 6:30 in the morning. Haha, medyo over-excited considering that i slept at 12 midnight. I was supposed to get up at 8 am as i scheduled myself to do so. So natulog ulit ako. At 8 am, i went straight to the bathroom to take a bath. I dressed up, ate my brunch (at 9 am) then Mama Eden fixed my hair for me. Kuya Kirby accompanied me to Patindig Araw(Yung bus stop sa higway) at around 10:45. So, nakasakay ako ng bus, binayaran ko yung conductor (P33) then set myself to enjoy the ride. I took out my copy of Section VI of the Constitution to do a little reading. Nasa bandang bahay ni Bong Revilla na ako when I was surprised to feel my phone vibrating in my jeans pocket. "Brr. Brr," went my phone. Siyempre kinuha ko, actually a bit reluctantly kasi tinatamad ako(nahilo kasi ako sa pagbabasa). What do you know? galing kay kuya Timothy! Here goes the message:
No Parlia meETING today, parlia is toMorR0w, its
8-5pm aun..Study pls and bring parents permit..K tnx pki pasS to s ibA - nina
jyne dc
So, was I mad? Sa totoo lang, hindi, hindi talaga. It was actually my fault anyway. Hello, 1pm pa kaya ang meeting tapos I left the house 10:45? My fault. Haha. So, anong magagawa ko? Of course, total waste of money kung tutuloy pa ako sa Manila, for sure mapapalakwatsa lang ako nun. Baka sabihin pa talagang nag-date kami ni Angelo as they would jokingly say. Haii. Nonsense. So, naisip ko, sa SM na lang kaya ako bumaba. Yun na yung pinakamalayong lugar aside from Manila kung saan marunong akong umuwi. May sakayan ng jeep naman dun eh. If I would have gone any farther, hindi ko na alam pabalik unless Manila ako bababa. Natuwa pa ako sa idea na magma-mall ako at uuwi mag-isa. ;) Dream come true. Haha. Pero naisip ko rin, baka magalit sila Mama Eden. So I decided to bring home a snack from Jolibee. Naalala ko rin that Mama Eden was looking for a color of thread for her cross stitch. I texted her to ask the thread number and what part of SM I could find it. Akala ko magrereply siya at magtatanong kung bakit ko tinatanong. Instead she answered my question. Haha. Gulat ako dun ah. Anyway, nag-unli na rin ako para may magawa naman ako habang nag-aadventure. Siyempre, sino pa ba itetext ko? Haha. Siyempre yung very bestfriend ko. :) Ang ganda nga ng unang message ko eh. Haha:
Anung gagawin/mararamdaman mo pag may lakad ka dapat pero hindi na2loy at nakabayad ka na sa bus?
So nagtext-text kami. He didn't need to ask kung nangyari ba yun sakin. Obvious naman eh. Hehe. Nagpayo rin yung guardian angel ko. Haha. So ayun.. Hinanap-hanap ko yung thread pero di ko nakita at napagod ako. Bumili na lang ako ng B1 sa Jolibee. I boarded the jeep at around 11am. Bumaba ako sa Imus palengke at sumakay ng tricycle. Badtrip yung driver kasi hindi pa ata nakakarating ng Bucandala. Nag-wrong turn sa may kanto. Grr. Dati naman sumakay kami ng tricycle sa may FRC mall pa pero nakauwi naman ng matino. Lokong driver yun.
So nung papalapit na ako sa bahay, nagtext ako kay Mama Eden:
And2 na ako. Sa harap ng bahay
Ayos diba? Hehe. Siyempre nagtanong sila kung anong ginagawa ko sa bahay ng ganun kaaga, pero hindi naman nagalit. I took a rest and continued texting before Gerald finally let me use the computer (which is actually mine) So here I am.
By the way, Arviel helped me fix my blog and change the skin. Mahal ko talaga yun. Bait! Hehe. I owe him one. Kung papaano man niya yun nalagay, salamat sa kanya. Hope you like it. Blue-green siya. :) Blue for my ultimate favrite color, and green, well, influence of Dalton. Haha. Miss those guys!
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Medyo Inayos
Wednesday, April 18, 2007,4/18/2007 07:23:00 PM
I just finished washing up for the night. After watching the news saka na ako magkukulong sa kwarto at mag-aaral for tomorrow. I just edited the fonts and colors in this blog. I don't have time to change the skin entirely. It needs time kasi, but I don't have time right now. Haii. Time is such a horrible tyrant. Bakit ba kailangan sunud-sunuran tayo sa oras? Oras ang dahilan kaya lagi akong nagmamadali, kaya hindi ko magawa ang gusto kong gawin. Haii, pero siguro, kung tayo ang kumokontrol ng oras, maraming gulo, kasi siyempre iba-iba tayo ng gustong amount of time, eh di may gulo, hindi tayo sabay-sabya. Tsaka if we were able to control our time, lagot na! Super tamad na natin. Wala na ang tinatawag nating "discipline."
Ayun. May naisip na akong magandang post pag dumating ang oras na libre ako the whole afternoon. Paki-abangan na alng. Promise, magugustuhan niyo yun. Well, at least, most of you.
Eto clue: Yun ang magiging first post ko na may pictures. Haha.
..someone's beybi dolphin..
Internet Cafe
,4/18/2007 04:53:00 PM
Nasa internet cafe ako ngayon. Dapat kasi ma-print ko na ang constitution. Actually, the past few days kinokopya ko lang sa aking notebook from the internet, kaso i undersetimated the length of our constitution--ANG HABA! Grabe. Di kaya un ng powers ko. So i decided papaprint ko nalang tapos babasahin mamaya, kaso, na-underestimate ko na naman. Wak. Kulang na kulang pera ko para sa lahat ng article na kelangan ko i-copy paste.Well, di naman sa kulang. May money naman ako onti. pero kahit na, allowance ko dapat un para bukas. Hindi pwede maubos sa constitution na toh!!! Ayun tuloy. hanggang article VIII cguro toh. basahin ko nalang yung iba sa house. Haii. cramming naman toh oh! Tapos ung speech ko pang di ko pa maintindihan kung kaya ko i-deliver ng mahusay. Grabe. pressure!
Uhmm. Nakakaasar din kapatid ko kanina. Haii naku, inuulit-ulit na naman na kami na ni Angelo. Grr. Asar talaga ako kasi hindi talaga totoo. Tapos pinagpipilitan niyang 10 months na raw kami?? San naman nagmula yun? Asar talaga ako, para siyang ewan. It's like he has a "personality problem" or something. Hayop talaga yun. haii.
O ayun. Papa-print ko na toh tapos mag-aaral na ako para kahit papaano may masagot naman ako bukas. Wish me luck! :) Baka mamaya na ako or bukas mag-post ulet. Gastos pa kasi kung dito pa. May internet naman sa bahay.
..someone's beybi dolphin..
I Give Up
,4/18/2007 03:49:00 PM
Haii. Suko na ako. Kanina pa ako naghahanap ng blogskin para sa blog ko. langhiya, ayaw ba naman mag-save. Sadly, I still have some other things to do that are far more important. So, sa mga friends ko na gusto makita ang aking blog, wag muna ngayon. Haha.. Hindi pa siya ready. Siguro some other time na lang. Maghahanap ako ng matinong blogskin next time. pag may time ako.
Ayun. aalis kasi ako bukas. pupunta ako ng masci. Actually, natatakot pa ako. parlia kasi eh. Feeling ko sasabunan na naman ako. Ewan ko. bumaba na ang aking self confidence. ---HINDI PWEDE TOH. May goal ako for Third Year. Dapat mabalik na ang dati kong discpline at hilig sa studies. Hindi naman sa hindi na ako interested sa studies ko, pero hindi na kasi tulad ng dati na super GC na ako. Tulad nung grade6. Nung grade 6 yung pinakamagandang year ko ng pag-aaral so far, kasi dun ako naging mabuting estudyante. Ngayon kasi parang nawala na yung ultimate sipag ko, kaya ngayong 3rd yr, gusto ko siya ibalik. Panu ko b un gagawin? Ewan ko. Basta tatanggalin ko lahat ng distraction sa pag-aaral koh. Siguro once a week nalang ako magfriefreindster. Haha. Kaya ko b un? Oo naman. Sa crushes and mga chu-chu ko naman. Pwede pa yan basta to a certain limit. Bakit b, nung Grade 6 naman ganun din ako eh. May major crush din ako nun. Nagse-stay nga ako sa school para lang abutan klase nila eh. Haha. Tapos nagpapasimple akong dumaan sa classroom nila kunwari may ginagawa nagpapa-cute lang pala. Hehe. Tsaka kumakain ako sa canteen na mainit dati dahil lang dun din siya kumakain. Ultimate stalker kaya ako noon. Haha. Inaalam ko ang lahat sa buhay niya. Hehe.
Pero, NOON un. Nagbagong buhay na ako. Iba na. Naku, may girlfriend na yun. Di ko na yun papakialaman. Hehe. ;)
Cge. sunod nalang ulet. Pag may skin na akong maganda. Labels: gutom
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Wow. may blog pala ako.
,4/18/2007 02:33:00 PM
Ayan, may blog na ako. Well, i wasn't supposed to create a blog in the first place, I was just your average blog-hopper. Kaya lang, my little brother, (c arvi) kasi, pinipilit akong mag-blog. so, eto ung first post.
haii. dapat nasa internet shop ako ngayon, kasi may papa-print sana ako, kaya lang, oh my gosh, ang init! Nakaka-asar. gusto ko pa naman magpahaba ng buhok. It's been what, 5 years?...since nagpagupit ako ng buhok. and ever since, hindi na siya naging kasing-haba as before. kaya gusto ko siyang pahabain. kaso, asa naman ako, ang init. nagsusuuklay pa naman ako gabi-gabi. pero kahit gabi mainit!!!!
sige. ausin ko muna tong skin. tapos post ako ulit. ;)Labels: dolphins
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